suffering

my life is like a sinking ship
as pathetic and miserable as it
maybe a little mess

when everybody busy with their purpuse of living,what about mine?
i still don't know what is my purpose of living.
hey,what do i live for? don't know what to do,nobody cares anyway.
oi who the hell are you?
hello,let me introduce my self my name is nothing,i'm zero,i'm an o,literally..
i technically live but i'm not living my life

but out-and-out
i can't hold it anymore,just-so-you-know even you don't care.